-my world-

2009-12-07T08:44:00.006+08:00

外面下着雪，我的心却淌着血。

这句话说得没错。

心痛的感觉又谁能理解。

最后才发现可以倾诉的知己也寥寥无几。

或许是时间的关系，大家都慢慢变得陌生了。

这就是所谓成长的过程吗？

孤单。。

是我现在所感受的。

好想静静地弹弹钢琴，活在自我的音乐空间。

2009-02-15T15:16:00.004+08:00

I have not been updating for quite some time...
I am really sorry about that..
But here I am again, away from home with a different frame of mind..
Starting a whole new chapter of my life...
Lincoln, Nebraska is where I am now..

I couldn't deny that I still miss home and my dearest friends at times...
I couldn't deny that I miss the food back there..
I couldn't deny that I dislike the freezing cold weather here..
I couldn't deny that I felt lonely sometimes..
And I couldn't deny that my life has change a lot here..

But at least.. I have learnt to be more independent..
I get the chance to understand more about other the culture here..
I met a number of friendly Americans...
And enjoy the fluffy snow which I think it contributes to the romantic ambiance...
Yes.. I love snow.. =)

All in all.. As time passes..
Everything went well and I am getting used to it..
Adapt to the environment, food, people, culture and life over here...
And I believe... my following days will be happening with events..

I miss you all! =)

P/S It snowed heavily yesterday until classes after 3pm were canceled.. Haha..

2008-12-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh.. I have not been updating my blog for weeks... =.=
Busy with University's preparations, outing with friends, vacations...
Oh.. and my last visit to both my hometowns (Kedah and Penang)..
Farewell to my grandparents and some of my relatives..
Not to forget, thank you so much for the greetings and ang paus..
I really appreciate it!
Thanks for all the love and care.. =)

But the most exciting part was...

I meet up with my best friends in standard four!
Yes.. standard 4...
It has been a long while since we last met...
9 years and all of us change a lot...
But our everlasting friendship is what that matters...
Introducing: Jun Min and Hui Ni =)

3 of us with the huge Christmas tree.. =)

I believe distance is not a barrier to our friendship right? Promise me, we will always keep in touch.. At least on Facebook.. I know our friendship will last not only for 9 years, but 20 years..30 years or maybe forever.. =) Will miss both of you a lot! *Hugs*

2008-11-23T01:13:00.001+08:00

I went to China, Guilin for 6 days..
There were 20 of us in a group...
But most of them are from Kajang area...
We visited caves, waterfall, shops and many other places...
And yeah.. the scenery there is amazing... =)
But the weather is quite cold especially when the wind is heavy..
Still... I enjoy the trip..
It was a memorable one...
Met many new friends too.. Hehe..
My family and I took more than 500 photos there...
Yeap... a lot!
So it's impossible for me to upload all the photos here...
You know how slow blogger takes to upload the photos right? =P
Hereby.. I have chosen few special photos to share with all of you..
Enjoy... =)

Among the clouds...

Colorful greens...

Beautiful night scene.. =)

Waterfall...

Another one... Hehe..

Look how clear is the water.. =P

S.O.S! The world needs our help...

A long way to go...

Cute little dolls...

When the sun sets...

A heart shape rock.. This is amazing!

Guess what? This was took inside the cave.. It's so beautiful... (I like this photo the most =P)

Glitter stalactite...

It's just so colorful... =)

Oh gosh.. Look at the reflection... Terrific! Totally like a mirror...

Peace and quiet...

20 of us... The big family.. ^^

But most of all...
I miss her the most...

Xin Yuan, the very smart 7 year old girl.. =)
She gets number 3 among her whole form...
A talented girl...
Aww... My cute little sister.. ^^
Miss you lots!
*Hugs

2008-11-08T02:12:00.001+08:00

Finally my college life has come to an end...
One and a half years in Inti just pass so fast..
I couldn't deny that I have learned a lot during this period..
Happiness, Sorrows, Lessons and Memories will always be remained in my heart..
End of college means one step further to my dreams...
But I know it's still a long way ahead...
I wonder how life would be in University...
With more examinations, assignments and perhaps expectations?
But without my lovely family and friends' accompany..

I shouldn't be in Inti at the very first...
But of course I didn't regret for making this choice..
There... is the place I meet many new friends... (Other than the gang from CHS)
There... is the place I met many friendly lecturers...
There... is the place I fell deeply...
And there... is the place I stood back up...
Happening is the word I guess...
Although one and a half years is a short period...
But I know I'm always in the learning process and changes are in me..

I still remember way back to first semester...
Everyone seems to be so excited...
Hang out at the concourse every morning before class...
AUP office seems to be the students' very first choice in college..
No heavy text books...
No more discipline rules... (Especially hand phones and long hair for guys...)
Lectures in air-conditional class rooms...
Get to eat lunch where ever you want... Starbucks will be the highlight! =P
And most importantly...
No school uniform... Yay!
Fashion show is going on in college everyday.. Haha..
However things aren't the same anymore after the first semester...
People start to find college boring and appreciate their time during high school more...
Most of all... people seems to change a new best friend every semester due to the break timing...
And those were the days...

What about the future?
I will be spending the next part of my life in the States...
Hope things will go smoothly and I'm able to cope well there...
But for now... there are things to be done..
(Visa, housing, enrolment, shop for clothing and more...)
Hopefully my last two moths in Malaysia will be happening..
I'll definitely remember every moment that I spend here..
And not to mention, I'll miss all of you, my dear friends...
Here by.. I want to thank you all who have added spices to my life..

Thank You!

I guess... this is just the process of growing up.. =)

2008-10-12T15:07:00.000+08:00

I am currently addicted to... Facebook! =P
Since most of my friends have a Facebook account..
I decided to open an account two weeks ago which is during my semester break..
I found it complicated at first...
Yeah.. all the applications that are available..
(Friendster is much simpler of course..)
You can send a gift, greetings, Starbucks and even play games there..

You know Pet Society?
When Carissa and I started playing it at AUP office..
Many of our friends gather around us and comment about it...
They called it Hello Kitty game..
Some of them even called it Jump Jump game.. Haha..
Cause there is a part where your pet needs to jump over the bars in a race..
They think this game is childish!

However...

They started to create their own pets the next minute... =P

And almost everyone is playing with it now...
Compare how many trophies they got..
Went to the shops and buy clothes for their pets...
Race with their friends just to get the first place...
It is just too cute to watch them playing.. ^^
I mean.. guys, what is wrong with it?
You can visit your friends' houses to send them a greeting..
Earn lots of money and send them a gift..
Besides, isn't it a great way to spend your long hours of break? =P

It is just so cute.. right? =P

*Hugs* =)

2008-09-28T23:15:00.001+08:00

I went to my relative's house yesterday...
Which is located near Bukit Jalil...
They just moved in last week and had housewarming..
The house is really big as expected...
(My relatives move to a bigger house one by one.. =P)
The food was nice especially the satay and tou fu fa...
But what attracted me the most is....

Their puppy!

A Shih Tzu puppy...
Name Dao Dao.. =)
It's so so cute and friendly...
Goes near everyone even strangers...
And it didn't even bark for the whole night...
Oh gosh...

I remember one of my aunt eventually asked this...

"Is this dog real?"

She thought it's just a toy or something...

Haha... =P

Here are some of the photos..

Love it... =)

Isn't it cute? ^^

I enjoy hugging it... Just like my teddy bear.. =P

Aww...lovely.. =)

2008-09-20T15:24:00.001+08:00

I got tagged...

By Edmund... What to say about him? He is one of my NS friends who still keeps in touch with me although we didn't meet each other for more than a year already... So..Edmund, when are we going to meet up? You and Jeng Hwan seems so busy.. haha.. Anyway, this tag is about a personality test... Which is sort of related to me.. Cause I'm doing my third psychology subject for this semester - Introduction to Personality..

This is my test results...

A Sanguine is generally light hearted, fun loving, a people person, loves to entertain, spontaneous and confident.
However they can be arrogant, cocky and indulgent.
He/She can be day-dreamy and off-task to the point of not accomplishing anything and can be impulsive, possibly acting on whims in an unpredictable fashion.
This also describes the manic phase of a bipolar disorder.
Also, the humour of Sanguine is usually treated with leeches.

A Melancholic is a person who was a thoughtful ponderer had a melancholic disposition.
Often very kind and considerate, melancholics can be highly creative - as in poetry and art - but also can become overly pre-occupied with the tragedy and cruelty in the world, thus becoming depressed.
A melancholic is also often a perfectionist, being very particular about what they want and how they want it in some cases.
This often results in being unsatisfied with one's own artistic or creative works and always pointing out to themselves what could and should be improved.
This temperament describes the depressed phase of a bipolar disorder.
There is no bodily fluid corresponding to black bile; the medulla of the adrenal glands, which decomposes very rapidly after death, can be associated with it.

A phlegmatic person is calm and unemotional.
While phlegmatics are generally self-content and kind, their shy personality can often inhibit enthusiasm in others and make themselves lazy and resistant to change.
They are very consistent, relaxed, rational, curious, and observant, making them good administrators and diplomats.
Like the sanguine personality, the phlegmatic has many friends.
However the phlegmatic is more reliable and compassionate; these characteristics typically make the phlegmatic a more dependable friend.

A Choleric is a person who is a doer and a leader.
They have a lot of ambition, energy, and passion, and try to instill it in others. They can dominate people of other temperaments, especially phlegmatic types.
Many great charismatic military and political figures were cholerics.
On the negative side, they are easily angered or bad-tempered.
A person described as "bilious" is mean-spirited, suspicious, and angry.
This, again, is an adaptation of the old humour theory "choleric."
The disease Cholera gained its name from choler (bile).

I got the brief explanations for four of the temperaments from Wikipedia... =P

Below is the link for those who are interested to do this test:
http://www.oneishy.com/personality/personality_test.php

Enjoy... =)

2008-09-17T15:11:00.003+08:00

6th of September..
It's my 19th birthday! =P
Words cannot describe how happy I am to have such friends like you...
Especially the ones who stayed up till 12am to wish me..
The ones who wasted their phone bill to call...
The ones who take their effort to make a present for me...
And the ones who spent money and time on me...

I really want all of you to know that you have really made my day..
I appreciate it a lot...
And it's very sweet of you guys.. =)
So this goes out to you wonderful people...

Thank You!

Specially to my:

College Friends:
You know who you are! Thanks for the wishes, the phone calls, the lunch... Especially Carissa, Jonathan, Jia Yang and Zack.. Thank you so much for the presents.. It's the thought that counts and all of you are so sweet..

High School Mates:
Thanks a lot for the greetings and everything else.. It has been two years since we left high school... I only get to meet some of you during this period... Many things have change I guess.. People seems busy with their own life, new friends... Anyhow, just want you guys to know how much I miss you... Those time we had together, happy memories will always remain in my heart.. Promise me, do keep in touch k? At least remember to wish me every year on my birthday ya.. =P

NS Friends:
I didn't expect any of you to remember.. The time we had together is just too short... 3 months, or to be exact.. it's only 10 weeks... Thanks for remembering... I really appreciate it very much.. Hope to meet you guys again if there's a chance.. =)

Relatives:
Don't know if one of you might drop by and read this... Thanks for the greetings, presents and cards ya.. Love all of you lots... Wonder when will it be our next gathering? haha...

Overseas Friends:
Yee Yin - My godmother who is in Shanghai now...
Zhong Wei - My PBSM mate who is in Indonesia now..
Chiew Yee - My another PBSM best friend who is in Singapore now...
Wei Siang - My PBSM senior who wishes me every year in Australia...

Thank you so much for your greetings! All of you remember even though you are not in Malaysia... And still think of me.. I don't know how much it costs to message me.. Btw I just want all of you know to that your effort has been appreciated.. =)

Most of all...
My beloved Family:
Thanks for the love and care for me all these years... Each and everyone of you are the biggest part of my life.. I love all of you so much.. Thank you for everything... ^^

These are the few photos I celebrated birthday with my family....

My Secret Recipe's cheese cake.. =P

The happy girl.. =)

Celebrating her birthday... ^^

Lastly, once again thanks to everyone else for your wishes... I appreciate our friendship and glad to know that there's many of you who care for me.. I had a memorable 19th birthday and all of you are a part of it... *Hugs* =)

2008-09-01T17:46:00.001+08:00

Langkawi trip...
25 August to 28 August...
After all the "well" planning...
Only 5 of us went...
Me, Jia Yang, Jonathan, Tick Loong and Zack...
What a combination.. haha..

It took us 12 hours to reach there...
Yea... 12 hours in public transport...
From LRT to bus then taxi and finally ferry... =P
I suffered from gastric on the first day.. (dare not to skip my meals already) =.=
Luckily Tick Loong brought me to 7-11 and bought bread..
If not I might fainted in the ferry already...
Finally reached Langkawi around 7pm...
Ate at some restaurant that "cons" people's money and head to hotel..
It took us so long to get there as our hotel is quite far away and it's late at night..
In the hotel...as usual...

Playing "Cho Dai Dee"... =P

The next day...

Went to the beach...

What a peaceful view.. =)

And we headed to the waterfall...

The scenery is so so beautiful...

Believe me, you'll feel so relax if you were there.. =)

Nice....

And nice... =P

Tick Loong...

Jonathan...

Zack...

Jia Yang...

And me... =)

You jump, I jump... =P (dramatic)

Zack and Tick Loong went into the waterfall to enjoy... haha..

Jonathan, Zack and Tick Loong... (Future models? =P)

Us... on the huge rock.. =)

EMO? hahaha... We're enjoying the scenery okie? XD

Black and White... Me and Jia Yang...

(What a nice picture)

Guess who are both of them? Tick Loong says he love this photo... lolz..

After that we wanted to go to the bird park...

But it started raining...

And all of us fell asleep in the car... (Was tired and lack of sleep)

End up we get back to the hotel...

Evening time... wanted to take a walk at the beach...

But don't know who suggested to play...

Futsal with some tourist from other country... They are quite friendly though..

How about me?
Sitting alone at the side waiting for them...
Suffering from mosquito bites... So itchy..
And take care of their personal belongings...
I'm so nice to them right? =P

I took this photo when I'm mou liu-ing... But it's such a beautiful scenery right? =)

At night.. in front of the computer again.. Singing...
Yes...they sing..
Jia Yang has the potential to become a singer.. =)

Playing chess...
But... where is Jia Yang?

He's in front of the computer playing chess too.. haha..

I learned to play "99"...
It's quite a nice game...
There's no winner but only a loser in this game..
Eventually all of us purposely make Tick Loong a loser..
Haha.. It's so funny.. =P
Btw they got drunk that night especially Zack...
Simply say things... I guess this is how people look when they get drunk right?
Oh ya.. I remember he asked this..

Him :"Loong, do you hate me?"
Tick Loong :(He was like... huh?) And answered "Of course I hate you...."

Haha.. So funny.. =P

On the last day...
We miss the 1pm ferry...
So have to wait till 2.30pm for the next ferry..
Two and a half hours!
Oh gosh...
Ended up at KFC...
And I'm so so so bored there...
Yes..bored and tired.. =.=
But i think Tick Loong and Jonathan get crazy...
Keep laughing only..
Some small stuff they also can laugh non-stop..
All of us are... abnormal already i think.. =P
And Jia Yang enjoy sleeping the whole time..

See... Tick Loong went to kacau him when he's asleep.. Haiyo..

Parents went to Puduraya bus station to fetch me..
Dropped Jia Yang home and he got his late night activities... haha..
I reached home about 12pm something..
Was so tired that day...
Didn't get enough of sleep during the whole trip...
And yeah.. I only ate one bread each for lunch and dinner..
But I don't feel hungry.. weird huh..

Although there's only 5 of us who went..
But I think it's fun..
I enjoy spending time with them..
And 4 of the guys really care about me..
Seriously, I appreciate it a lot.. =)
Thank you Jia Yang!
Thank you Jonathan!
Thank you Tick Loong!
Thank you Zack!
Memories with all of you will always remain in my heart...
Life is so wonderful with lovely friends around.. =)

2008-08-21T23:11:00.001+08:00

It's my grandfather's 91st birthday...
Yes... he's more than 90 years old.... =)
With 9 children...
20 grandchildren...
And 1 lovely great grandson...
What a big family... ^^

Although it's really boring back at hometown...
Can hardly find anything to do...
Except chatting with relatives that will only meet once a year during Chinese New Year...
And and... watching television.. =.=
Hope I was at home...
Get to online, download series...
And most of all... meet up with my dearest friends who had left to America...
Shall not talk about it...
Feel so sad... =(
But... I'll miss them for sure!

Here are some of the photos taken that day...

The lovely birthday cake... =)

Grandparents with the adults...

Grandparents with their grandchildren...

And finally....

A big and happy family... =)

Not to forget....

The attention getter! My first and only nephew...

( Really enjoy playing with him =P)

Aww... very cute right? Love him lotz... =)

2008-08-14T03:11:00.000+08:00

Every sentence, there’s a full stop…
Every story, there’s an ending…
But… how many happy endings do happen in real life?
Fairy tales is where we can find it...

Six months… Yes… It has been half a year…
I waited and waited… till the day I start giving up…
Things have changed so much…
I finally accept the fact that all the while I’m just avoiding…
I don’t have the courage to face it…
Why? Why am I not strong enough?
Avoid things that are related to you… (Some Chinese songs, pictures in my phone…)
I’m scared… so scared that I might start to think of you again…

But..time has waked me up…
I must get over it…
I must have the determination to do it for this and the only last time…
What’s remaining has been deleted bit by bit…
Everything will be over…
Yes… over..

Please don’t come near me anymore…
I don’t want to get hurt another time…
Breaking pieces cannot form perfection anymore...
I believe there will be no regrets for me to take this decision…
All the while, I had tried my very best...

Lastly, to you…the very sweet one…
Although you had exam in few hours time…
But you’re still there for me…
Thank you so much… =)
I really appreciate it a lot!
Hugs…
Feel much better after chatting with you…
You’re right… I might found someone much better in the future…
What I need is just time…

Please try to understand how I feel…
I just need one person… one person to understand my feeling is more than enough…
>.<

Nitez...

2008-07-25T17:21:00.001+08:00

Have not been updating for about 2 weeks...
Was busy these few weeks...
Econ assignment was due on Wednesday...
Accounts test 2 on Thursday...
Marketing assignment due on next Friday...
Impromptu on the following Monday...
And finals are 2 weeks ahead...
Phew... yeah... what a busy schedule I have...

Although I still have my marketing assignment to finish...
But since one of my cute friend urge me to post about Inti Ball...
Cause she wants to see my photos during that night...
So, I'm now here blogging about it...
(I did keep my promise, right? =P)

Inti Ball...
12th of July 2008...
Overall the event was still okay...
Food? Edible is the word I can say... Just that it's more like Indian's dishes... =.=
Performances? a little unorganized...
Other time were just busy taking photos, photos and photos...

Eventually, I should be going Cameron with my family on that day...
(What? Cameron again?) Yeah...
Cause my relatives came back from America...
And they requested to have a family gathering there...
As they love the cooling and relaxing atmosphere there... (As usual..) =.=
However, due to some reasons... I did not follow them and went to the ball..
Leaving me and the maid at home for 2 days...

Hmm.. back to topic...
Walked to the saloon near my house around 3pm that day...
It took them so long to set my hair..
I mean long as in 2 hours... haha...
And I requested them to put make-up for me too...
(As I'm not really that pro in this... lolz..)
But it's worth it and I think my hair looks nice... =P

Photos taken there...

(Back view) That guy made it curl... And he actually used 7 pins to set my hair..

(Side view)

And... (Front view with make-up) I look different huh? Many of my friends say that... =)

Around 6pm, Jia Yang came to my house to fetch me...

I know it's a little early..

But since he's the helper...

He needs to reach there earlier...

So... yeah...

During the ball... a lot of chatting and photos taking...

And everyone looks different...

Guys turn to princes and Girls turn to princesses...

Everyone looks gorgeous... =)

Here are some of the photos...

Me & Jboy

Vg & Me

Oops... I forget his name... Sorry... =.=

Hui Yi, Phui Kuan & Me

Dai Lou & Me

Me & Lik Xiang (First photo we took together ya?)

Me & The "Mr. Spiky Hair" =P

Jboy, Chris, Me & Phui Kuan (Jboy and Chris looks so funny =P)

Brandon-My high school friend & Me

Me & J.Goh

Callum & Me

Fel & Me (We took this photo in front of the mirror... The light there was the reflection of camera's flash light.. haha..)

Mel Win & Me (Funny.. =P)

Chester & Me

Mitchelle & Me (Is she drunk? =P)

First and only photo...
Yee En & Me
My mom says he looks handsome in this photo... O.o
Mr. Chan Yee En, happy to hear that? haha..
(If you ever drop by and read this.. Hmm...)

The ball ended around 12am...

And they decided to go The Curve...

About 20 0f us went there...

Due to some of the reasons...

We end up yum cha at one of the shops... =.=

Haha... I know..I know... Dress up like that and ending up yum cha at such place... =P

Oh well, a lot of chatting and chatting... And I felt kinda sleepy too...

Reached home at 2am something... Thanks to Brandon who fetched me home.. =)

Took me a long time to clean up especially my hair and make-up on my face...

Slept at 5am... (The time for the maid to wake up)

What a day...

This is more or less about the event...

Got to continue with my work...

Take care ya... =)

Smile~ ^^

2008-07-06T01:46:00.000+08:00

Just finished my Marketing case study...
Suppose to search for more information regarding my public speaking speech...
I'm in the first group... Going to present it on the 14th of July...
Really have to prepare my speech as soon as possible...
So that I got time to practice, practice and practice...
I know I'll be very nervous that day...
Oh well, just try my best...
And most important is to stay calm... =)

So yeah, I didn't search for the information and end up blogging here...
With my new notebook... =P
Wee...
My dad bought it for me yesterday...
Finally I have my own computer... ^^
Daddy helped to install all the software for me...
Really nice of him...
Thanks dad...
Love you lotz.. ^^

Many upcoming events...
2 tests for the coming week...
3 big assignments to finish...
Wish me luck... haha...
Till then, will blog other time ya...
Nitez... =)

2008-06-29T15:10:00.001+08:00

Some nice comics to share with all of you...
It's about the earthquake in China...
I know it's quite small...
Just click on the comics and there will be a clearer preview...
By the way, these comics are from Coco Wong...
She decided to tell touching stories that happened by drawing comics...
Enjoy... =)

The Song of Miracle

The Boy Who Lived

Just One More!!!

Take My Wings

I Must Be Strong

My Father Is A Hero

A Trip To Russia

Getting A Refund!

Coke Boy

The Last Lesson

2008-06-21T20:13:00.004+08:00

I got tagged again...
By Zack...
(Why wanna tag me?)
Anyway, we shall see what is it about...

"Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all" (Hope it's really true =P)

1. At what age do you wish to married?
Hmm... my cousin asked me this question before... Maybe around 26 years old? =P

2. Study hard or play hard?
Both! Life is meaningless if there's no entertainment... And of course have to work hard for the bright future ahead..

3. Who is the person u trust the most?
My parents... =)

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Maybe not... Especially during speaking in front of the public... I will be SO nervous.. Wonder how I can get through my whole semester of public speaking classes... There's still a lot of speeches and impromptu ahead... Oh gosh..

5. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
I wish... Perhaps it should be remained secret... haha...

6. What is your ideal friend?
Friendly of course.. Loving... Nice looking.. Honest... Caring.. Sweet... But I don't think this person will exist cause nobody is perfect... =P

7. What is your goal this year?
Spend most of my time wisely and of course to be a better person...

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yea... How nice if I get into a relationship like this... Something like the prince and princess in fairy tales... But does this happen in our present life?

9. If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
Go for a long holiday... I'd like to explore this whole wide world... Maybe meet Santa at North Pole? haha... Buy things that I like and of course fulfill my family's wishes... Not to forget... Donate to the people who are really in need... There's still many people suffering out there... Disasters happen non-stop... I guess the world is angry at us for what we did... Pollute the environment and all...

10. When will you feel sad?
When some one I trust and love cheated or hurt me... Sometimes people just don't care about how others feel... But it's not good to be emo right?

11. Balloons or Candy?
Both... I love colorful balloons... Especially when the balloons are all over the air... It's so beautiful... And sweets during classes... To get over my boredom... =P

12. What feelings you hate the most?
Lost and miserable... Lost... That's when I need guidance... Miserable.. That's when I need support... My mind will be totally blank during that period...

13. What is your childhood ambition?
I forgot... But through my 101 card... I think it's something like that.. We have to fill it every year.. Still remember the card is in blue... It stated there teacher, nurse, engineer, doctor... haha..

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I think so... But sometimes love at first sight is just not true... You don't even know the guy's personality and just fall for him? Maybe the guy had hurt many girls previously... You wouldn't know.. Hmm...

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Important thing? Water and electricity.. Without these two i guess all of us will suffer.. =P

16. Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
Those that I love and trust a lot.. You wouldn't expect each and everyone in this world to support what you do right? It's just impossible...

17. People who are going to be hated by you?
Hmm.. it's not good to hate people right? Moreover it's bad for our health to hate someone... Although I hated someone before... But it's the past already... I wouldn't keep it inside my heart for the entire life... Just let it to be the past.. As what we learn in religion... Tolerance and forgive what others did...

18. Describe the person who tagged you in five words.
Hmm... what to say about you? Tall... Talkative... Highly sociable.. Confidence.... And sometimes like to kacau people? lolz.. =P

19. Do you deserve to be loved?
Yes... You have to love yourself first before you're deserve to be loved.. And obviously I love myself... =)

20. Do you wish to have more than 24 hours per day?
Of course... I wish there's 48 hours per day... So that I can finish all my stuff as soon as possible... And get time to watch series... I wanna finish the 3 seasons of 'How I Met Your Mother'...

Instruction :Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question.Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.List them at the end of the post.Notify them at their cbox that they’ve been tagged.Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all.

People I tagged:
1) Jeng Hwan
2) Edmund
3) Chai Yee
4) Mel Win
5) Tick Loong
6) Cheng Chun
7) Mei Shan
8) YingXiao

Phew... Finally I finished it... Got lots of things to be done... Marketing report, Marketing assignment, Public Speaking assignment, Accounts and Public Speaking mid term tomorrow... There's a lot to memorize... Wish me luck.. =) It's going to be a stressful week... Gotta go... Take care... ^^

2008-06-14T01:26:00.003+08:00

Sometimes decisions are really hard to make and actions are hard to take...
Deep inside my heart, keep reminding myself not to do something...
But so many times, I failed...
Why is it so?
Due to my soft-hearted?
Maybe...
Or I'm the one who still put hope in it?
Perhaps I still care...
Care for a person who doesn't even care for himself...
No point caring and worrying for a person like that...
Sounds stupid...
I don't need to do so...
Moreover maybe it's excessive to him...

However, things don't go the way I want..
I just can't control myself... my feelings...
To most people, I might be quite rational...
But there are still some exceptional cases...
I told myself again...
Not to care for that person anymore... =/
Hope I will succeed this time...

Chances are not to be given every time...
Once you lose it, there's no turn around...
Treasure it or you lose it...
Sadly to say many people always miss the chance given to them...
There might be second chance if you're lucky enough...
But it wouldn't be the same anymore...

I'm lost...
And need guidance...
From some one, some where, some book or from myself...
Although the path I have to go through is still very long...
But for sure I can overcome it some day...
It's just the matter of time...
That's all...
Peace... =)

2008-06-08T15:51:00.000+08:00

Cameron trip on 30/5 - 1/6....
The trip was quite bored...
And time passes very slow there..
A lot of chatting with my cousins...
Playing cellphone games... (yeah.. it was too boring)
Keep sending songs through bluetooth until the battery left 10% only...

And I did accounts there...

Hardworking?

Nah... my lecturer gave a lot of assignments every class...

If you don't believe can ask my classmates... =P
Well, let's look at some of the photos....

When there's nobody in the room... Cam whore takes place... =P

Observe the cards they are playing... From UNO cards to...

"Cho Dai Dee"! (gambling? =P)

Steamboat... Our dinner on the last night... yummy.. =)

A big family... But where were the children? Hmm...

And finally...

Fried ice cream... yummy... =P

It looks so nice.. Some more the ice cream is in heart shape...

2008-05-27T16:48:00.004+08:00

Won't blog this weekend again...

Reasons:

Cameron trips on

24/5 - 26/5 (Saturday to Monday)

and

30/5 - 1/6 (Friday to Sunday)

Differences of both trips:

Went there with my mom's kin and we stayed in a nice bungalow with reasonable price... While the second trip is with my dad's kin and we are going to stay in an apartment...

Don't know why they love to choose Cameron as the gathering place so much...

This trip has get me into sickness...
Flu, headache, slight fever....
My parents always say that i have a weak body and my immune system is low...
Oh well, must get enough of rest and eat medicine...
Otherwise it will get worst during my second trip to Cameron...

I will blog about both trips next week ya...
Take care...
=)

2008-05-18T16:08:00.000+08:00

To all my A-levels friends:

A2 starts next week...

Study smart...

Don't stress yourself too much...

Just do your very best in the exam...

Don't fall sick...

Good luck...

All the best...

I'm here to support you guys...

Gambateh! ^^

And the most important one:

Have enough of rest (if not can't focus during exam) =P

Meng Kit: Remember to meet me during my break as you're very free after exam... I'm helping you to spend your time.. =P And you're leaving to UK soon right? =/ But I'm sure you'll score with flying colors as you're such a genius and my 'teacher'... Gambateh! =)

Kah Chong: Must meet up some where after A2 okie? But of course not CHS again... find some where else ya... haha...

2008-05-17T15:01:00.002+08:00

Flip through the newspaper these days...
90% of the news is about the earthquake in China...
More than 20, 000 people passed away...

A man and his team saved 700 people but he failed to look for his wife and parents...

A little kindergarten girl sang to forget about the great pain... Half of her body was full with blood when she was found...

A teacher sacrificed herself to save 15 students...

Two little girls held hands, supported and promised each other to live on...They had spent more than 60 hours in the dark... Knowing their friends died one by one beside them... Hoping that someone will save them... Unfortunately one of the girl passed away... Only the other girl survive...

A nurse was found survive after 96 hours under the ruins...

I'm very sad for them...
Nearly cried when i read the news...
Life is short....
The future is unpredictable...
We may lose our lives any time...
Therefore, we must treasure the time we have with our family and love ones...
Live life to the fullest!

Besides, I am amaze by the survivor's spirit...
They got the will to live on...
They did not give up no matter what...
Although they are suffering in pain, no water to drink, watching their friends died one by one...
They still have the strong will to survive...
Even a little girl can do it...
How about us?
This is the spirit we should learn from them...
We must always stay strong to face obstacles and hardships in life...
And moreover precious what we have...
Do not regret by the time we lose it...

Famous singers and actors start to donate just after the incident...
We can feel the love that exists in the society...
People still have a caring heart to help those who are in need...
Countries hold donations in many ways to help the victims...
While my family and I donated to Sin Chew Daily...

So, people... Do help them and start to donate...
A little money is more than enough...
There's so many people in this world...
Imagine if each and every one of us donate rm10...
How much will it be in the end?
You may lose the chance to have fun in cyber cafe or asia cafe...
But to them, the money is very important...
Let's start the move from our self first...
A little small step of yours is a very big step to the world...

“一方有难，八方支援！”

2008-05-10T14:44:00.006+08:00

Wee... went back to CHS yesterday...
As I don't have classes on Friday for this semester..
Re Chung kor kor drooped by Min's house to fetch her first and reached my house around 12pm..
The main reason we went back is to support my juniors' blood donation project...

We walked around the school compound when we first reached...
Met many of my form 6's friends...
And met with Tick Loong too...
What a coincidence...
But he just came back to take his SPM cert...
I asked him to go for the blood donation..
But he refused...
Reason: Didn't slept for at least 5 hours the day before...
Btw the nurses also can't find out how long you slept right?
Just admit that you're afraid of donating blood... haha.. =P

Then we meet up with Kah Chong, Kok Hou, Yoon and the others at Dewan Kuliah...
Long time didn't meet them already...
After they filled up all the forms and went though the checking procedure...
And ta-da...
Here they were...

Kor is helped by the nurse and he was choosing the little badge he wants

Kok Hou finished donating (kinda fast)... and he's resting on the chair..

Finally, Kah Chong... He seems pale and going to faint any minute.. But he kept saying that he's okay... aiks..

Wai Yuen need to visit some technology exhibition at KLCC with his course mates..
But he came to meet up with us last minute.. =)
He and Soo Fang donated their blood too...

Oh ya... my juniors kept asking me to join them..
I told them I didn't meet the requirements..
But some of them don't believe it...
Therefore, I just prove it to them through the weighing machine..
Although the machine has ralat sifar, I wore shoes and took my bag with me..
But it only shows 42kg..
Need 3kg more...
Haiz..
Wan Yoon is 42kg but the machine shows that she's 45kg...
Yeap.. she meet the requirements...
But..
Unfortunately she fall sick...
The nurse doesn't allowed her to donate...
Me, Yoon and Min is almost in the same situation...
Wanted to participate in this donation but we failed...
Really have to eat more? =P

We chat in Dewan Kuliah until this event is going to end...
Get to meet with Chai Yee too..
Long time didn't chat with her already..
Next time we must meet during break time k? =)
After that we went to A & W..
Kor and Kah Chung had waffle.. (seems not delicious at all... =P)
Min, Soo Fang, Wai Yuen, Kok Hau and me had root beer..
A & W is only famous for their root beer i think... haha..

We went home around 5.30pm...
Reached home at 6.30pm due to the traffic jam...
It was a tiring day for all of us especially those blood donors..

However, kor message and told me that he felt dizzy..
And he's still working...
Sigh.. too hardworking already...
He thinks it is due to the nurse pinned wrongly during the blood donation...
Cause it doesn't happen the time he first donated...
Eventually the nurse pinned 3 times only get the vein correctly ...
If this happens to me...
I'll faint for sure and have the phobia to donate my blood next time..
Sigh... the nurses are so lack of experience...
Not professional at all.. =/

Kor, you must really take good care of yourself k..
It's hard to study and work at the same time...
Some more work till 2 or 3 in the morning at times...
Feel dizzy yet still continue working...
I'll 'sam tong' one you know? =P
Don't stress yourself too much...
And drink lots of water ya..
Be sure to rest MORE...
Oh ya... remember to let me know your timetable when you get it k? hehe..
=)

2008-05-04T15:01:00.005+08:00

Blood Donation

Date: 9 May 2008
Time: 9am - 4pm
Venue: Dewan Kuliah, Catholic High School

Guess all of you know the pros of donating blood...

It's time for blood donation again this year...
Of course PBSM is the organising society...
And my sayang "form 2" juniors (in year 2006) is in charge for this project...
Therefore, do support them!
Seniors, go back to donate..
And outsiders are welcome too... =)

Anyhow, I would like to donate...
But unfortunately I didn't meet the requirements...

Reasons:
1. Must be at least 45kg to donate but I'm only 38kg.. aiks..
(should eat chocolate and ice cream everyday?)
2. I'm having anemia... Which means not enough blood...
(must eat more food that contains iron)

Well, 3 years ago I was the secretary for this project...
A lot of paper work to do... (minutes, permission letters, proposal)
And have to ask reports from those "monkeys".. =P
Sometimes I'm the one who help them to finish their reports...
Btw i think we have fun that day...
Gain a whole new experience...
Get to know the procedure of donating blood and more.. ^^

Those were the days:

(5 of us behind: Me, Yee, Leng, Yoon and Min) Really best friends till now...

(The notice board we decorated)

(Group photo with the UM nurses)

(Us with two of our seniors - Teng Chun and Kai Jun)
Like this photo lotz... Smile.. =)

"Save life with a gift of blood"

“鲜血诚可贵救人价更高”

2008-05-02T14:51:00.003+08:00

Yen Shian...
A lovely and nice girl...
Best friends since form 3...
Hang out together during recess time almost everyday...
Get into the same society (pbsm and pbc)... *the most busy ones*
We were in the same group for our pbsm camp...
Preparation for the Chinese debate competition...
Drawing banner together from early in the morning until late night...
Have lots of memories with her during secondary school...

AND yeah...
After labour day for every year...
It's her birthday...
I'll remember it forever...
Will think of ways to wish you every year even when you're at Australia...
=)

( Took this photo on our graduation day)

Leng lui, happy birthday! May all your dreams will come true.. Hope you did enjoy your special day too... Take care ya... must keep in touch... and all the best in your future undertakings.. Miss ya lots.. =P

2008-05-01T17:39:00.005+08:00

Time flies....
1st of May...
It's a beginning of the month...
And it's a public holiday...
Hope all of you will enjoy it...

Happy Labour Day !

2008-04-29T22:04:00.002+08:00

Proudly to say that

I drove to college today! =P

haha... yeah... went to enrol with my dad this morning...
And I haven't been driving for about 7 months after the incident..
The unforgettable accident I was involved...
I have the phobia to drive after that...
I'm not the one who started the accident...
Is the lady who was driving her friend's Land Rover bang on my dad's Matrix...
Sigh, and it's quite a serious damage...
I skiped class that day just to make police report and stuff...

Well, this is the first time I drive to college...
And luckily everything went smoothly...
I parked the car too...
This is my first time other than practice parking in my driving centre...

Hmm... it may be funny to some of you...
But for those who are close to me probably will understand it...
Even my parents didn't request me to drive after that...
And someone thinks I won't drive till the day I leave to America...
But it's time for me to prove it...
And I must overcome the phobia...
Gain back my confidence to drive little by little..
But honestly speaking, the drivers in Malaysia are really reckless...
Especially those motorcyclist...
They always drive in the middle of the road...
Don't they think it is very dangerous to do so?
They take their lives for granted?
Sigh...

Regarding the enrolment...
I'm going to take econs, accounts, psychology and public speaking for this coming semester...
Why do I have to take business subjects?
My mom wants me to double major...
In case if there's any unpredictable happenings, I still got a business degree...
But I don't like my timetable...
Just have class at 2pm to 4pm on Tuesday and so on...
And now Mel Win is probably going to change his schedule...
Meaning most of the classes I'm going to be alone?
What a boring semester...

Time flies so fast that my holiday is going to end...
It's just like a cycle going round and round...
Guess this is life? ><

* Was writing this post halfway before chatting with Mel Win, Chris and Yan Ming in a chat box... Had an "Inti meeting"... =P That's why took me so long to finish... Btw it's nice chatting with them... They are so funny... ^^

Hope to see you guys soon... =)
Cheers...

2008-04-23T14:27:00.012+08:00

Today morning…
Due to “disappearance” of the maid…
I decided to peal the shell of my hard-boiled egg myself…

Then memories flow back to my mind…
It has been 1 year plus since I left NS…
This is what I did almost every morning in camp…
Breakfast: 1 hard-boiled egg + bread
And the bread is normally with coconut or red bean in it..
I usually won’t eat the bread during tea time and keep it for breakfast…
What a sacrifice… ^^
Lunch: Biscuits + Soya Bean and sometimes fried rice or fried noodles…
Dinner: Also biscuits too…
However, sometimes I do eat the biscuits and curry puff during tea time…
Why I don’t eat the food provided there?
Cause it’s always spicy… and I can’t take spicy food… lolz..

Although…

We have to wake up very early everyday...

Sing the national anthem every morning...

Follow the laws strictly...

The food is not tasty at all... XD

We have to cook our own meal...

Camp in the jungle...

Attend religion classes every Sunday...

Perform poem on stage....

Went for community service every Thursday...

March under the hot sun...

There's NO cell phones to use during weekdays...

No entertainment, newspapers, television series...

But...

We get to use M16...

Live in the same dome with different races...

Get into the same company... (charlie)

We are in a big family...

I get to meet with my kor again after 3 years...

Celebrate his birthday the day before we leave the camp....

Get a caring and nice "mother"....

Get the chance to meet with Juju-My best Malay friend ever... (Remember how I cried for her when she's going back to Sarawak and the bracelet she gave me)

Went out of camp to perform dikir barat and get to meet the small kids...

We went through happy moments together....

Wear Indian's traditional attire and dance....

Get the chance to win the price...

And get to interview on stage?

Best friends during that period...

There's no stress nor worries...

No test, assignments or presentation....

6 meals a day....

And the best part is during riadah... we get to do anything we want except going back to dorm... That's the time everyone of us been waiting for...

Sadly to say... we don't really keep in touch anymore...
Our relationship just "poof" like that...
This is due to our busy life?
Or because we are far apart now?
Sometimes we still message each other to wish Happy Birthday
But not hanging out anymore...

Anyhow, I'm really glad to get into the big family... 3 months of training and living away from home change me... Learn to wash and iron my clothes and suffer without rice... haha.. These 3 months is the happiest time in my life... All the sweet memories will always remain in my heart and shall not be forgotten... I actually smile when I look at those photos again and I really miss you guys... Thanks for always being by my side... At least in life, we got the chance to meet each other and live under one roof... Not everyone got this chance as they are not selected for NS... and I really do hope we'll keep in touch... Don't know will this come true...

Peace! =)

2008-04-21T14:25:00.006+08:00

Changing a new blog skin = The start of something new?
I guess so...
Incidents that happened should be the past and I shall forget about it...
Why choose to live in unhappiness rather than start a new life?
Maybe your life will be better after all those obstacles...

Finally... I'm back again...

Purposely "disappeared" from my blog for about 2 months... Hmm...
Sorry friends... I shall start blogging regularly? haha...
Oh well, many things happen...
Tons of assignments, finals, family problem and problems in relationship...
And luckily it's over...
Now I got 2 weeks of holidays before my next semester...
But guess I'll be busy too...
Having TOEFL this Sunday... study study... lolz...
Deciding which university is my first choice so that I get to choose subjects to take, Uni application...
And yeah... watch series... =P

In terms of relationship...

What I learn in Social Psychology:

There's a 4 step theory in the process of breaking up...

1. Interpersonal phase: the individual thinks a lot about dissatisfaction in the relationship
2. Dyadic phase: individual discusses break up with partner
3. Social phase: announce breakup to other people
4. Intrapersonal phase: individual recovers and tries to understand how and why it happened

I don't know which stage am I in?
12th of February ( 2 days before Valentine's Day) - Broke up day...
Yet things haven't been settle officially?
Sigh... I really don't know...
So I'm consider as single again?
Anyhow, thanks for those who stay by my side to give me support and comfort me during that period...
I shall not mention the names... lolz...
But from my heart, I really thank you guys a lot... Really appreciate it.. =)
I'm back to the usual and happy me? haha..

Oh well, what's in the past is over...
And we shall not think about it...
The most important is start with a new life...
Who doesn't face obstacles in life?
Is just how you overcome it...
But it needs time...

Well, hope that everything will be on track again...
And I shall blog more? haha...
Take care ya..
Smile... ^^

“Love is like war, easy to begin but very hard to end”

2008-02-02T16:11:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year is coming...
As usual... going back to hometown (Kedah and Penang)...
Btw I'm having philosophy and psychology's test after the new year...
13/2 - philo (test 1)
14/2 - psy (test 1)
Sigh... some more have to study during the week of holiday...
And psy's test is on valentine's day...

Went back to CHS for their chinese new year celebration on the 31st of Jan...
It's quite a success...
As many of us went back....
Get to see my seniors... Ming Shiu, Yee Wah, Chiew Min, Hui Huay, Siew Mun and her cute daughter...
Saw Hui Peng, Yit Tze, Yee Cheng, Corey too...
Almost 1 year didn't meet up with them already...
Will upload the photos after Corey send it to me...
Oh ya... Chiew Min is studying ADP too...
Same as me...
And her hair is COOL! As she's a hair stylist for part-time job...
Anyway, hope to see you guys again...

To all of you out there:

Wishing you guys a early

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Hope all of you will get a lot of ang pau..

And eat as much as you can...

After CNY only on diet... =P

Take care ya... =)

2008-01-26T15:39:00.000+08:00

Finally... I'm back....
2 months didn't blog already...
Btw guess this will be my random post....
College starts again...
This is my 3rd semester...
I took all the reading subjects...
Philosophy, Anthropology, American History, Social psychology and Malaysian Studies...
Think I'm stupid to take all these subjects in a semester...
Sigh... gambateh to myself...

Oh ya... although I'm not one of the members in CCS...
But my kor, yee en is helping out for the Chinese new year night on the 30th of Jan...
He's in charge of the stage...
When i heard what he is going to decorate for the stage...
I was like "huh? so weird..."
Besides, CHS's pbc is coming to perform for the 24 drums...
Anyhow, do support them...
They are working hard for this event...

Okay... let's talk about some of the events that happen 2 months ago...

My first nephew... =)

Isn't he cute? aww....

Took this photo with my mom on her birthday... (7th of Jan) Look behind, the decorations of my house... nice... =)

And finally.... Happy 19th birthday Li Fong! May all your dreams will come true.... It has been a year we left NS... Hope you still remember the moments we had together... take care k... and do keep in touch! miss ya! ^^

2007-10-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

Still got 35 minutes to our 7th month anniversary....
11th of October....
Yeah... 7 months...
Went through happy and hard times together...

But today really emo...
Kinda heart breaking...
Cried... cried... cried...
Sometimes I think that he don't really care for me...
Care about my feelings...
Sometimes he don't even bother or take the initiative to find me...
Sometimes won't spend his time with me too...
Abandon and leave me alone...
And sometimes I really hope that he will change his attitude...

He's nice, caring and sweet sometimes....
But sometimes he's....
I don't know how to say...
Still thinking am I wrong?
Should I say sorry?
I really don't know...
Who? who can help me?
Maybe relationships is meant to be like this...
Feel happy and sweet in most of the times but there will be sorrow and heart breaking times too...

But he just send me a mms just now...
Cute picture wishing me Happy 7th Month Anniversary and stuff...
I was touched and nearly cried...
Think I'm not that angry anymore...
But what he had done today makes me feel disappointed...

Still, as what he said...
'I think our relationship can last for a very long time and go through all the hardships together'... Hmm.... I really hope that what he said will come true...

....
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........
......
....

It's 12am....
Although you hurt me deeply sometimes...
But....
Dear, I love you too...
and I miss you...
Happy 7th month anniversary!

2007-10-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

Since I'm still awake now...
Decided to drop by here...
Still struggling for both of the assignments...
Macroecons and Business Communications....
Two BIG assignments....
15 marks for each of the assignments...
That's a lot!
Well, gambateh to myself....
I can do it...

Still thinking which country's GDP should our group use for the assignment...
Brunei, New Zealand, Japan, Brazil, France?
Any opinions?
Hmm......
A lot of information to find from the net too...
Stress stress stress...
Gonna be crazy....
Hope to finish the assignments as soon as possible...
Having test 2 on the coming Wednesday too...
Really got to study hard....
Who can teach me?

One more thing....
Bf is extra caring today...
Scared I'll get sick...
Keep asking me to sleep early tonight...
Aww... so sweet....
But it's almost 12am and I'm still in front of the computer...
Sigh... what to do...
Still have to find information for the assignment...
He even praised me....
He's amazed by my attitude...
Serious in my work...
Think I have to be more hardworking and serious in my work next time...
To prove that he's not wrong...
keke...
Really love my baby lotz...
Hope that he'll be this caring everyday...
Yeah... EVERYDAY...

Got to continue with my work....
I'll update more when I'm free...
Good night and sweet dreams everyone!

2007-09-23T17:20:00.000+08:00

Long time didn't update my blog already...
What happened these few weeks?
A lot of bad and unhappy things...
Plus was really busy...
Tired with things that keep happening unexpectedly...
As for college... short semester is very tiring and stress...

Don't understand what teacher is teaching for macroecons...

And the marks i got for my test 1 is really... LOW... sigh...

Must really focus and study hard for this subject...

Having mid term on the coming Thursday...

As for business communications...

There's just 13 people in the class...

Totally BORING....

All of us just feel to skip her class...

And take our own sweet time during the break...

Naughty us...

By the way... I'm the youngest in the class...

All of them are 19, 20 or even 21 years old already...
Have many assignments to finish....
One individual and two group assignments...
And the group assignments have to be really thick...
These are some of the events that happened recently...

6th of September

It was my 18th birthday!
Was really happy to received all the wishes from all of my dearest friends...
Thanks to all of you for the messages and calls....
Really appreciate it a lot...
Bf also purposely stay up until 12am just to wish me...

Really touched...
Skip classes and went to celebrate with him...
Watched "Black Sheep" and ate lunch with him...
The movie was really disgusting...

He kept lying that he left my present at home....

At the end of the day he gave me the present...

What a surprise.... ^^

It was a beautiful necklace....

Really love it lotz...

Thank you dear....

You gave me the best birthday ever....

First time in my life celebrate birthday with bf...

11th of September

It was our 6th month anniversary...

Time flies.... so fast half year already...

Walk through all the happy and sad moments together....

Really treasure the time we had together...

Hope that our relationship will last forever....

Love him lotz....

It should be a super happy day for me...

However, I involved in an accident...

Was shocked and down that day...

First time got into an accident...

While I was driving my dad's car to college...

A Land Rover bang on my dad's car...

The accident was quite bad...

Need at least 10k to repair it...

Luckily claim the lady's insurance....

Didn't attend class that day....

Went to the police station to make report and stuff...

Have the phobia to drive already...

BAD day....

The car is at my uncle's workshop now...

Need about two weeks to repair it...

And of course got scolded by my dad...

But it wasn't my fault...

I also don't want to get into all these...

22th September

All of my relatives came to my house to celebrate the moon cake festival...

A lot of chatting and eating...

Lighted up the lantern and played with the candles too...

Seems had go back to the past...

The days we ran around playing with those beautiful lantern happily...

But i spend most of my time playing with my little cousin...

He is shy but very CUTE....

cute anot?

love him lotz... =)

2007-08-31T15:39:00.000+08:00

I'm too free...
So just decide to blog something...
Today is our country's 50th birthday...
What can i say about Malaysia?
Better don't say the wrong thing...
If not I'll be catch by the police out there...
Just like what they treat the guy who invented the song "Negarakuku"...
Most of all that is just a song...
Don't understand what the government is thinking...
Never mind... haha...
But to all of you...
Just want to wish you guys " Happy National Day! "
Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka! ^^

My holidays is going to end...
Going to start my second semester next Monday...
Taking macro econs and business communications....
Boring subjects?
My timetable is quite weird...
Monday just have 2 hours of classes from 2pm to 4pm...
Thursday also having class until 4pm..
Other days are still ok...
Sometimes just have 2 hours of break...
Luckily not 4 or 5 hours...
It will be very very bored to have a break for so long...
Still have to continue the busy life of college...
Assignments, quiz and test again... awww....
Luckily this is just a short semester...
Really have to precious 2 more days of free time...
Rest well... haha...
Guess that's all...
Bye bye.... ^^

2007-08-20T15:34:00.000+08:00

Update! update!

Didn't update my blog since one month ago...
Just finish my finals...
Other subjects were ok...
But chemistry was HARD... sigh..
No more psychology, chemistry, moral, calculus and english...
And no more assignments, quiz, tests and exam for now...
Get the chance to take a break for two weeks...
My second semester is on the 3th of September...
Don't know when am I going to enrol my subjects...

Went to dear's house for the first time past two weeks...
His house is small i think...
But there is no problem staying in a small house right?
And his puppy is really cute...
Fury white cute puppy... =)
He came to my house for the first time after two days too...
But he had just visit about half of the house for some reasons...

Hmm...also watch few of these movies with him recently...

Ocean's thirteen

Transformers (this movie was nice)

Invisible target (what a action movie)

Blood hunter (this movie is boring... but some of the scenes are scary...)

Finally we watch this movie last friday after our finals...

Secret (jay's first directed movie... it's quite nice... as it was his first time being a director)

The two main actor and actress =)

2007-08-19T17:12:00.000+08:00

今天是七夕情人节。。。

我真的很佩服牛郎与织女的精神。。。

虽然他们一年只可以见一次面。。。

他们还是不为距离的影响。。。

深深地爱着对方。。

可是对一些情侣来说。。。

距离是个很大的考验。。。

愿已有情人的朋友们幸福快乐。。。

也珍惜着另一半。。。

要知道从相识，相知到相爱的过程并不简单。。。

至于那些单身的朋友们。。。

希望你们会尽早找到属于自己的幸福。。。

致我最爱的他。。。

七夕情人节快乐！

谢谢你一直都陪在我身边。。。

关心我，体谅我，照顾我。。。

愿我们在一起的每一刻都会开开心心。。。

muackz~

2007-07-15T15:07:00.000+08:00

Sick...sick...sick...
My stomach is not feeling well again....
But think this time I ate something wrong...
Maybe the food is dirty...
My stomach was very very painful yesterday night...
Pain until I don't know ho to describe...
Can lay on my bed only...
Also lax...
Really charm...
Daddy's stomach was not feeling well yesterday too...
But he's fine already...
Unlike me...
Still so sick...

Mun keep asking me to eat some medicine or see the doctor...
But I didn't....
Don't like to eat medicine...
Even hate to see the doctor...

Now feel like vomiting what i ate for lunch just now...
The food seems stuck in my stomach...
Sigh....
But think I'll be fine in few days time...
Really hope so...

2007-07-14T18:01:00.000+08:00

It was a bad week for me....
Some family problem and stress...
Have to finish group assignments for moral and psychology too...
I also have my psychology's quiz next week...
Luckily my calculus's test is over....
But I don't know how well I did...
The answers are quite weird....
Well, never mind....
Wait till teacher give back our papers then I'll know my marks...
Plus, my stomach is not well this few days...
Stupid stomach... haiz....

11th of July was our anniversary....
But dear felt sick that day...
Some more was admitted to the hospital....
I was really really worried that day...
Even cried four times...
Luckily he was discharged from hospital the next day...

I was shocked when mun went to school yesterday...
Didn't expect he'll go school...
Got to see him... happy... happy...
Both of us skip chemistry lab's class....
As the experiment is very long...
About 6 pages....
So, not only both of us who skip class....
Many other classmates also skip...
Don't know our lecturer will scold us during the next class a not...
Sigh... naughty us...

But the point is I have the chance to spend time with mun.... =P
He's feeling better already....
But still have to eat his medicine....
But don't know why some times his stomach still will feel pain...
Weak stomach... just like mine... sigh...
Hope that he will get well soon...
And don't suffer cause by those sickness anymore...
Really love him lotz.... muackz~

Still hope the coming week will be better...
Everything goes smoothly...
Everyone will be happy...
=)

2007-06-23T16:11:00.000+08:00

My psychology's test is over...
I don't think I did well in the test...
The subjective and essay part was ok...
But for the 50 objective questions....
I only know how to do bout half of the questions...
Other questions just tembak...
Hope I tembak correctly...
Haiz...have to work hard for the final test already...
Must really memorize all the terms....

There's chemistry and moral test the coming week...
Although our chemistry teacher don't really know how to teach...
She teaches VERY slow and blur in some times...
But chemistry is still ok for me....
As it's almost the same what i had learned in form 4 and form 5...

For moral...
There's bout 96 students in the class....
But bout 98% of us didn't really listen what she had teach for the past one month...
All of us keep chatting, doing homework, just do our own stuff...
And don't even bother her....
Really pity that teacher....
Therefore, I really don't know how to sit for the test...
Just study the notes at intionline or study the whole text book?
I guess there will be many people copying answers on that day...
Stupid moral...
What morality and stuff....
One more thing...
Our group didn't even start our moral assignment...
And we have to pass it up on the 10th week...

Still, hope that I can score in this two papers...
Study! study!
Wish me luck... ^^

2007-06-20T17:54:00.000+08:00

Finally...
I passed my driving test on monday!
Going to get my licence this coming friday I guess...
Happy! happy!
Thanks to my uncle for teaching me how to drive these days...
I have to admit that my driving skills are not good...
But the main point is I pass... =P

2007-06-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

-I got tagged-

By yit tze... what to say about her? I know her since standard 5 i guess... till now it is almost 7 years already... she's indeed a rich girl,seems like a princess at home...waiting for her handsome prince? haha... well,both of us join Pbc during our secondary school's life but i'm not a debator... she sits beside me for 2 years during form 4 and form 5... hmm...what is this tag thing all about? honestly i don't really know... but since i don't hve anything to blog, i shall just play this game...haha...

1.Name one person who made you smile last night.
Hmm...my cousin...for saying some funny story to me..

2.What are you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Eating breakfast at cameron highland with my cousins...

3.What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Help my mom to type some of her office's work...

4.What was something that happened to you in 2006?
Erm...i think it's a secret... something that happened in my family...

5.What is the last thing say aloud?
"Good night!" to my mom...

6.How many different things that you drink today?
Milo during breakfast, ice white coffee during lunch, plain water in the car and soup during dinner... so 4!

7.What is the color of your hair brush?
brown...

8.What was the last thing you paid for?
Erm...i hve forgot what is the answer... =P

9.Where were you last night?
One of the apartment in cameron highland...^^

10.What color is your front door?
Of course it's brown lar...

11.Where do you keep your change?
My body glove's wallet...^^

12.What is the weather like today?
Cloudy i guess... it rains just now...

13.What is the best ice-cream flavour?
Erm... strawberry cheescake... it's delicious but obiously expensive!

14.What is something you are excited about?
too much... hehe..

15.Do you want to cut your hair?
Yes...it's really long already...

16.Are you over the age of 25?
Of course NOT.... i'm just 17+... =)

17.Do you talk alot?
To certain people, I do... but to certain people, I don't... =P

18.Do you watch the O.C.?
What's that??

19.Do you know anyone named Steven?
I think the answeer is nope...^^

20.Do you make up your own words?
Yup...sometimes i call it "rojak" language...=P

21.Are you typically a jealous person?
Erm...maybe sometimes...

22.Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
Alvin... the humble guy in my form 4 and form 5 class... oh ya... he still owe me a treat to photostat some notes...haha...

23.Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
Koh Xue Fen... a girl who had went to study in singapore... used to carpool with her to school during secondary...

24.Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?
Yee En...

25.What did the last text message you received say?
A replied message telling me sorry for not going to school tommorow...aiks...

26.Do you chew your straws?
Yes yes.... i was often beeing scolded by that...=P

27.Do you have curly hairs?
For one day during chs's prom night...btw I still prefer stright hair...

28.Where is the next place you are going?
Study room... hve to pack the books i have to use for class...

29.Who is the rudest person in your life?
Haiz...one of my uncle i think... =\

30.What is the last thing you ate?
maggie mee + egg... aiks... unhealthy right?

31.Is marriage in your future?
Sure...but it's still a long way to go i think...

32.What is the best movie you've seen in the last two weeks?
Spiderman 3... watch it in 1 utama...

33.Is there anyone you like right now?
Hmm...secret... haha...

34.When was the last time you did the dishes?
I forgot... =P

35.Are you currently depressd?
Nope..

36.Did you cried today?
Of course not...

37.Why did you answer and post this?
To post something in my blog...

38.Tag five people.
Edmund, Wei Siang, Jeng Hwan, Kit Hou, Chai Yee

Finally I finished it... Ok...time to pack my books now... Good night! =)

2007-05-19T16:54:00.000+08:00

－对不起？－

一直以来都觉得自己对不起某些人。。。

最近才发觉原来自己并不需要这么想。。。

是我想太多了吗？

还是自己太傻了？

或是在大家眼中我仍是个小孩？

又有谁会把事情的真相告诉我呢？

人，要在适当的时候学会放下一些事。

告诉自己不要想太多了。

更不要为当初所做的决定而后悔。

珍惜当下所拥有的一切。

但愿大家都会幸福快乐每一天。。。

2007-04-17T16:04:00.000+08:00

-more bout me-

hmm....i was really bored... so juz went to blogthings.com n do sum of de tests... these r de results...

What Your Favorite Color Blue Says About You:

Emotional --- Affected --- Sensitive
Peaceful --- Tranquil --- Connected
Spiritual --- Experimental --- Deep

What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?

You are Ocean Blue

You're both warm and practical. You're very driven, but you're also very well rounded.
You tend to see both sides to every issue, and people consider you a natural diplomat.

What Color Blue Are You?

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

How Happy Are You, Really?

Your Love Type: INFJ

The Protector

In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship.
For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls.

Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in.
However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself.

Best matches: ENTP and ENFP

What's Your Love Type?

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.

Your flirting style: Coy

Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park

Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant

What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

2007-04-09T17:31:00.000+08:00

-few words to some of my frenz-

annie: my lovely buddy...always acompany me here n there...eat de vegetarian food, listen to de mp3, dance de indian dance (koli) together... even sleep wit u once before...hehe... really had lotz of memories wit u... wun forget de time we had together.... miss ya lotz.... love ya!

hooi ching: wo ai ni~ always say these few words to u de...hehe... indeed u can sing well ler... always sing in our dome de... like open a mini concert... oh ya... a super tvxq fan too... hmm...aso ask me to keep ur key for 3 months hor? haha... love ya lotz! muackz~~

fong fong jie jie: why r u so tall de? hmm.... always drink alot of water a day... really geng... btw wun forget de time we had in dikir barat especially when we perform at de semenyih's hall... " adik-adik millenium KN beranei, tuntutlah ilmu jangan mudah jemu..." haha... dikir barat rox rite?

jeng hwan kor kor: we really hve "yuan fen" ler... first meet u at chs's pbsm...after dat u leave our scool... really din expect will meet u again during NS ler... had chat wit u alot during those days... i noe dat our frenship will last forever rite? miss ya!

yee yin mama: u're juz like my mama... ask me to drink more water, always take care of me.... really appreciate it ler.... remember dat i'll always be by urside to support u ya... take care.... miss ya!

leng lui poh lu: hmm....really hve many admires de.... too popular edi... haha... thanx for teman me during those boring days at kenegaraan's claz ya.... always sleep n chat in de claz... teacher dun bother aso... :P keep in touch k....

haziq: u're really a frenly n nice guy... glad to hve u as my fren... work hard to improve ur english so dat u will suceed in de scolarship's interview ya... gambateh!!

guat tho jie jie: "yue liang jie jie", "yang tao jie jie"... small size den me still wan me to call u jie jie... haha... coz ur birthday is on march ma... so older den me for few months only rite? aiyo...u better eat more ya...

chui leng: u're really a good n quiet gal... always like to help ppl, take care of ppl... aso do things very fast ler.... indeed a "guai guai lui"...

zafirah: think u're de first fren i noe in NS ler... a frenly gal.... all de best for ur future ya...

hayati: de mama in our dome.... "hayati, hayati, hayati...." ur name is always been called by us de... thanx for everything u had done for us ya... wun forget de time we stay up till 2am to decorate our dome... miss ya!

cutie juju: really really miss u lotz... my best malay fren in camp... a cute, sweet n chubby gal... really chat wit u alot especially during kenegaraan's claz... i love de blue baju kurung dat u lend me too... it's a beautiful dress... wun forget de time we had together... thanx for de bracelet u give it to me too... hope next time i will hve de chance to visit u at tawau.... hugz~

shikin: my "boyfriend" during NS... sleep besside me de... hmm...u're a beautiful gal too... good luck n all de best for ur future ya... hope dat we hve de chance to meet next time... miss ya! wo ai ni~

wei keong: u ark.... always like to zat me de... always ask me to go RSAT aso... haiz...dun noe why... hmm....snatch my novel in de camp aso hor? really like to "bully" me de... btw really din expect u'll stay quite near my house... keep in touch ya...

wen li: noe u during de time we practice indian dance de.... a frenly, nice n sweet girl... oh ya...thanx for helping me to lend de full loreng from wani ya... i'm really glad to hve u as my fren... take care ya...

sin tian: a sweet girl... i really enjoy de time we chat together ler... there's alot of topics to chat wit u de... i had learn more information bout dogs too... thanx for being such a great fren ya... keep in touch...

2007-04-06T16:19:00.000+08:00

-my NS's profile-

.: Kem Millenium, Beranang
.: wirawati charlie
.: dorm E
.: wirawati terbaik for modul fizikal :P
.: my best buddy-annie (doraemon)
.: de teachers who i love-cikgu lynn, cikgu mira
.: de food dat i love-currypuff
.: eat biscuits everyday
.: love de time i chat wit my lovely frenz
.: perform dikir barat at one of de semenyih's hall
.: perform indian dance (koli) during closing ceremony
.: love de time when we get back our hp
.: love all of my frenz