R.A.I.N.B.O.W.S

April 29, 2008

Proudly to say that

I drove to college today! =P

haha... yeah... went to enrol with my dad this morning...
And I haven't been driving for about 7 months after the incident..
The unforgettable accident I was involved...
I have the phobia to drive after that...
I'm not the one who started the accident...
Is the lady who was driving her friend's Land Rover bang on my dad's Matrix...
Sigh, and it's quite a serious damage...
I skiped class that day just to make police report and stuff...

Well, this is the first time I drive to college...
And luckily everything went smoothly...
I parked the car too...
This is my first time other than practice parking in my driving centre...

Hmm... it may be funny to some of you...
But for those who are close to me probably will understand it...
Even my parents didn't request me to drive after that...
And someone thinks I won't drive till the day I leave to America...
But it's time for me to prove it...
And I must overcome the phobia...
Gain back my confidence to drive little by little..
But honestly speaking, the drivers in Malaysia are really reckless...
Especially those motorcyclist...
They always drive in the middle of the road...
Don't they think it is very dangerous to do so?
They take their lives for granted?
Sigh...

Regarding the enrolment...
I'm going to take econs, accounts, psychology and public speaking for this coming semester...
Why do I have to take business subjects?
My mom wants me to double major...
In case if there's any unpredictable happenings, I still got a business degree...
But I don't like my timetable...
Just have class at 2pm to 4pm on Tuesday and so on...
And now Mel Win is probably going to change his schedule...
Meaning most of the classes I'm going to be alone?
What a boring semester...

Time flies so fast that my holiday is going to end...
It's just like a cycle going round and round...
Guess this is life? ><

* Was writing this post halfway before chatting with Mel Win, Chris and Yan Ming in a chat box... Had an "Inti meeting"... =P That's why took me so long to finish... Btw it's nice chatting with them... They are so funny... ^^

Hope to see you guys soon... =)
Cheers...

signed off @10:04 PM

April 23, 2008

Today morning…
Due to “disappearance” of the maid…
I decided to peal the shell of my hard-boiled egg myself…

Then memories flow back to my mind…
It has been 1 year plus since I left NS…
This is what I did almost every morning in camp…
Breakfast: 1 hard-boiled egg + bread
And the bread is normally with coconut or red bean in it..
I usually won’t eat the bread during tea time and keep it for breakfast…
What a sacrifice… ^^
Lunch: Biscuits + Soya Bean and sometimes fried rice or fried noodles…
Dinner: Also biscuits too…
However, sometimes I do eat the biscuits and curry puff during tea time…
Why I don’t eat the food provided there?
Cause it’s always spicy… and I can’t take spicy food… lolz..

Although…

We have to wake up very early everyday...

Sing the national anthem every morning...

Follow the laws strictly...

The food is not tasty at all... XD

We have to cook our own meal...

Camp in the jungle...

Attend religion classes every Sunday...

Perform poem on stage....

Went for community service every Thursday...

March under the hot sun...

There's NO cell phones to use during weekdays...

No entertainment, newspapers, television series...

But...

We get to use M16...

Live in the same dome with different races...

Get into the same company... (charlie)

We are in a big family...

I get to meet with my kor again after 3 years...

Celebrate his birthday the day before we leave the camp....

Get a caring and nice "mother"....

Get the chance to meet with Juju-My best Malay friend ever... (Remember how I cried for her when she's going back to Sarawak and the bracelet she gave me)

Went out of camp to perform dikir barat and get to meet the small kids...

We went through happy moments together....

Wear Indian's traditional attire and dance....

Get the chance to win the price...

And get to interview on stage?

Best friends during that period...

There's no stress nor worries...

No test, assignments or presentation....

6 meals a day....

And the best part is during riadah... we get to do anything we want except going back to dorm... That's the time everyone of us been waiting for...

Sadly to say... we don't really keep in touch anymore...
Our relationship just "poof" like that...
This is due to our busy life?
Or because we are far apart now?
Sometimes we still message each other to wish Happy Birthday
But not hanging out anymore...

Anyhow, I'm really glad to get into the big family... 3 months of training and living away from home change me... Learn to wash and iron my clothes and suffer without rice... haha.. These 3 months is the happiest time in my life... All the sweet memories will always remain in my heart and shall not be forgotten... I actually smile when I look at those photos again and I really miss you guys... Thanks for always being by my side... At least in life, we got the chance to meet each other and live under one roof... Not everyone got this chance as they are not selected for NS... and I really do hope we'll keep in touch... Don't know will this come true...

Peace! =)

signed off @2:27 PM

April 21, 2008

Changing a new blog skin = The start of something new?
I guess so...
Incidents that happened should be the past and I shall forget about it...
Why choose to live in unhappiness rather than start a new life?
Maybe your life will be better after all those obstacles...

Finally... I'm back again...

Purposely "disappeared" from my blog for about 2 months... Hmm...
Sorry friends... I shall start blogging regularly? haha...
Oh well, many things happen...
Tons of assignments, finals, family problem and problems in relationship...
And luckily it's over...
Now I got 2 weeks of holidays before my next semester...
But guess I'll be busy too...
Having TOEFL this Sunday... study study... lolz...
Deciding which university is my first choice so that I get to choose subjects to take, Uni application...
And yeah... watch series... =P

In terms of relationship...

What I learn in Social Psychology:

There's a 4 step theory in the process of breaking up...

1. Interpersonal phase: the individual thinks a lot about dissatisfaction in the relationship
2. Dyadic phase: individual discusses break up with partner
3. Social phase: announce breakup to other people
4. Intrapersonal phase: individual recovers and tries to understand how and why it happened

I don't know which stage am I in?
12th of February ( 2 days before Valentine's Day) - Broke up day...
Yet things haven't been settle officially?
Sigh... I really don't know...
So I'm consider as single again?
Anyhow, thanks for those who stay by my side to give me support and comfort me during that period...
I shall not mention the names... lolz...
But from my heart, I really thank you guys a lot... Really appreciate it.. =)
I'm back to the usual and happy me? haha..

Oh well, what's in the past is over...
And we shall not think about it...
The most important is start with a new life...
Who doesn't face obstacles in life?
Is just how you overcome it...
But it needs time...

Well, hope that everything will be on track again...
And I shall blog more? haha...
Take care ya..
Smile... ^^

“Love is like war, easy to begin but very hard to end”

signed off @2:25 PM