June 14, 2008
Sometimes decisions are really hard to make and actions are hard to take...
Deep inside my heart, keep reminding myself not to do something...
But so many times, I failed...
Why is it so?
Due to my soft-hearted?
Maybe...
Or I'm the one who still put hope in it?
Perhaps I still care...
Care for a person who doesn't even care for himself...
No point caring and worrying for a person like that...
Sounds stupid...
I don't need to do so...
Moreover maybe it's excessive to him...
However, things don't go the way I want..
I just can't control myself... my feelings...
To most people, I might be quite rational...
But there are still some exceptional cases...
I told myself again...
Not to care for that person anymore... =/
Hope I will succeed this time...
Chances are not to be given every time...
Once you lose it, there's no turn around...
Treasure it or you lose it...
Sadly to say many people always miss the chance given to them...
There might be second chance if you're lucky enough...
But it wouldn't be the same anymore...
I'm lost...
And need guidance...
From some one, some where, some book or from myself...
Although the path I have to go through is still very long...
But for sure I can overcome it some day...
It's just the matter of time...
That's all...
Peace... =)
signed off @1:26 AM
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